You are my sweetest downfall. I loved you first.

13 days after New Year: I`M STARTING TO HATE MYSELF AGAIN. It`s not one of my resolutions, but I can`t help it. I`m myself`s worst enemy.

Whenever I try to let go of something, someone, the more I feel, find myself coming back. For more, Next thing I know, I`m the world`s most stupid person. I realized that I like complicating things. Not because I find pleasure in making you miserable, but because it`s the only way I know to spend more time with you, though it`s turning you into something else, something horrible. I always feel like it`s the only thing Ii`m capable of doing. I sound obnoxious, I know. I know.

You know what I love the most about blogging? It`s the only thing I`m good at. It`s the only thing that makes me feel, somewhat appreciated. It`s the only thing that doesn’t seem to upset me, my blog understands me. Or atleast, that`s what I feel, it doesn`t have the capability to get mad. To get sick of me. To hurt me.

But I`m not alone. Somewhere, there`s a person who feels the same way. Invisible.
Let me guess, whoever you are, I bet you regret spending a minute reading this crap.