Are you a friendly person? Are you sure your “friends” are real friends? Are they for real, or should I say, are YOU for real? Or are you just pretending? Maybe hiding too many secrets? YES, YES, YES, YES, NO, NO? Are you sure? I DON’T THINK SO.

Teenagers like me, encounter difficult situations regarding the society. You know, with the people around them, friends, foes, strangers and so and so. It isn’t that easy really. Sometimes, I just can’t help myself from wishing that maybe I could turn back time, and major pause. I want to be a child again. The messy-and-still-won’t-be-scolded-because-I’m-innocent child type. Well yes. Simply because, I got to stay with my parents for the whole day playing with them while enjoying the summer skies. Ugh, without any single worry AT ALL. But look at me now, Just ain’t too happy no more. Are teenagers meant to be busy? Shattered? Worn? Wasted and all? I don’t know, but that’s what I’m seeing. Whatever.

Movies with conflicts between friends, turning into reality? TOTALLY. Don’t you think? Yes! Yes! Agreee! Oh, did I mention that being a teenager is hard? Of course I did. The hardest part is, the indistinguishable one. Haha, I like that word *blink*. Anyways, the complicated part is when you pretend just to gain friends. Friends who’ll be asking you to join them in a concert, but then, you’re broke. Of course you can’t tell the truth, so you make an excuse, a stupid one too. Give me a break, faker. How about friends who’ll be with you through thick and thin, through whatever, either you’re broke or rich, they’ll be there of course. Friends like that… You have them? You do? Woah. You’re a lucky teen I guess. Well, at least you don’t have to pretend and all right? Cause’ some desperate people

people can’t help themselves from fooling other people. And when the truth finally came out, people started hating you. They hate cause’ you pretended, you’re a fake, you lied, and they can’t stand you any longer.

Now let me say this… If that person didn’t pretend nor lie to you, would you be friends with him/her? Even though right from the start you knew that he/she wasn’t a rich person, a kind one, and all? I don’t think so. People who’ll blame them and hate them are the same people and reason why he/she pretended. And when those people left him/her, she’ll end up being worn out. What a fool. People just can’t seem to see this.

It’s not just about the money, sometimes, okay, most of the time, it’s about their bad traits. They had to pretend their nice and perfect but deep inside, they know they’re a total demon. You can’t blame this person, he/she wanted to fit in, it’s just that everything went crazy and all. Here’s an advice: don’t be too picky in choosing your friends. If they have the money but not the right attitude, no thanks, I’ll pass. See right through them will you? Give them a chance, you’ll never know. Have a sensitive side too. And to tell you the truth, I admire the outcasts. Because they have already realized that pretending isn’t the main answer for this complication. They can stand in their own 2 feet too! Will you take the risk? Nah, I don’t thing WE are ready.

Don’t get me wrong people, I just gotta let you know.

Thanks for reading,I love you allÜ
xoxo,erika