Why wait when you can quit? ®
This picture was taken form the movie A walk to remember, with Mandy Moore who played the role of Jamie, and Shane West as Landon. A story about 2 different people, who fell in love with each other unplanned.
I cried upon watching the scenes, and this movie stood up as my inspiration in quite a while. The movie thought me power of faith and of course, love. Just as long as you hold on, and stood up for the truth and right one, any thing's possible. Well, I tried to held on the thing I thought was right. For I wanted it so bad, and I know that I needed it too. But I only end up hurting myself.
There's this guy in my class, whom I completely fell in love with. Unfortunately, he's heart's already taken by someone. Someone who's very lucky and all. I started to show my affection to him a few weeks before, and I was glad he responded... in a good way, and so I thought he finally felt the same way as well. But I was wrong. And now, I'm very broken. Responding to one's affection is natural to him, and I didn't knew that before. I can;t believe I fell for something like that, and I thought he's someone like LANDON. Well, we came form different worlds you know. I guess Fairy tales doesn't really happen often. Only few chosen people got the chance to experience them, and I'm disappointed I'm not one of them.
Sometimes, we just have to let go and accept things, for some things just aren't made to satisfy us. So now, I'm giving up the fight. I have decided to stop this foolishness and go on with my life completely. i'd rather be in love with Hollywood actors who's very much far from me. At least, they cant hurt me, and they're so much hotter Ü
When love ends, Hurting one's heart is inevitable.
I'm glad i finally had the guts to let the whole world know about my feelings. Somewhere, someone, who's much more deserving is waiting for me to pick them up. Time shall put all these things in place. Faith is what I need. My Landon's waiting for me somewhere Ü
This is it, this is my thing for now,
have a nice day!
ciao, xoxo
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