Rest your head, I’m permanent.
David Cook’s brother, Adam passed away yesterday, May 3 2009. I had some other topics for this blog entry, but since the news came up, I’ve decided to dedicate this to him instead. It’s the least I can do. I know this entry won’t be seen my David by any chance, but I wanted to show my respect and love for him and his late brother. Cause` I’m not just a fan. I’m a loyal, avid fan. I love you David. * Hugg*
The blog’s title was taken from one of David’s song in his album, entitled “Permanent.” Based on the articles found in the internet, David Cook went through some emotional moments when he was writing this song, and it is somewhat dedicated to his late brother, Adam Cook.
I had no idea that his brother died yesterday, I was in the mall, “enjoying” the big sale, while he was depressed and in grief. I woke up pretty good with some pixy stix in my hands, until I saw people’s post in my multiply site regarding Adam’s death. I was shocked. I felt terrible for David and I was speechless. I cried! I know that certain feeling that NORMAL people feel when someone in the family dies. And it’s obviously not good! I know I had to write these things down. I don’t wanna keep them inside any longer. It’s terrible. Ugh. I know, I have no connections with the Cooks, to feel this bad, but duh? I’m an avid David Cook fan, and I can somewhat feel this misery and I want to make David feel that he’s not alone, though I know I have no contact with him that can make him realize that I, Erika, is willing to share his despair. Ok, whatever, I love you David. :)
Adam died from Brain cancer, if I’m not mistaken. Cancer kill people. One of my cousins died recently because of bone cancer, I’m afraid of cancer. If I am given a chance to save people from dying, I would put cancer victims on my list first. Cancer let people suffer before letting them die. The physical pain, the emotional pain… Evil. And the thing is, there is no guaranteed cure for cancer. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I wanna cry. Bye.
The blog’s title was taken from one of David’s song in his album, entitled “Permanent.” Based on the articles found in the internet, David Cook went through some emotional moments when he was writing this song, and it is somewhat dedicated to his late brother, Adam Cook.
I had no idea that his brother died yesterday, I was in the mall, “enjoying” the big sale, while he was depressed and in grief. I woke up pretty good with some pixy stix in my hands, until I saw people’s post in my multiply site regarding Adam’s death. I was shocked. I felt terrible for David and I was speechless. I cried! I know that certain feeling that NORMAL people feel when someone in the family dies. And it’s obviously not good! I know I had to write these things down. I don’t wanna keep them inside any longer. It’s terrible. Ugh. I know, I have no connections with the Cooks, to feel this bad, but duh? I’m an avid David Cook fan, and I can somewhat feel this misery and I want to make David feel that he’s not alone, though I know I have no contact with him that can make him realize that I, Erika, is willing to share his despair. Ok, whatever, I love you David. :)
Adam died from Brain cancer, if I’m not mistaken. Cancer kill people. One of my cousins died recently because of bone cancer, I’m afraid of cancer. If I am given a chance to save people from dying, I would put cancer victims on my list first. Cancer let people suffer before letting them die. The physical pain, the emotional pain… Evil. And the thing is, there is no guaranteed cure for cancer. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I wanna cry. Bye.
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