Convince me, to please you. Make me think, that I need this too.

I gave up a dream. I gave up something that I wanted so bad, for so long. And when the time came that it was right in front of my very eyes, I had to let it go. I did for it for love, or at least that`s what I thought…

How could I be so capable of being dumb? How could I be so good at making myself so wretched? How could I decide, without even thinking about myself? How could I put you as my number one priority if I`m not even on your list? How could I not know? How could you do this to me? How did I even made myself believe that you`re worth the pain?

You know how we people grow. Apart. And you know how feelings come. And go. But sometimes, there are people, and feelings that stay. People who have chosen to stay. And feelings, that doesn`t really have a choice. You know how promises are made. And broken. Like me. No, like you.

You know how we use songs to say the words we can`t say..

“Baby I was naïve, got lost in your eyes, and never really had a chance.” – White Horse
It`s just now that I realized how I managed to ignore more important things. How much I wasted time doodling your name on a piece of paper. How much effort I wasted. But i`d like to thank you. Cause` when I was focusing on you, I thought no one really cared about me, cause` I know you don`t. But since you pulled me down, people showed me that there`s always a group of people, who`s ready to listen. Ready to pull me up. Ready to help.

Auie Anatalio: Bye, love you tandaan mo ur way too fabulous for him. HE DOES NOT DESERVE YOU
Auie Anatalio: LY BYE
*the next day*
Auie Anatalio: Ayos ka na labs?
Omg.erika: Im good. I guess. Kailangan eh.
Auie Anatalio: Ano happen?
Auie Anatalio: Very good.
Auie Anatalio: Don’t cry ah
Aurora, thank you. You were the first one. :*

Omg.erika: Eh Fio, kinakabahan ako. Ayoko na
Fiona Paclipan: DuDe, I am just Protecting you.
Fio, Thank you. Whatever you did. Thank you. :*

Chocohigh, : “I want you to think. Think hard ah. And make the right choices this time. I have to rush a paper pa eh :P Sige, you go be better ah. :)”
Chocohigh, I mean, frank, thank you. Goodluck on your paper :) And plates. :*

“If you should return to me, we truly are meant to be.” –Butterfly
But if that should ever happen, I guess I`ll be the one to throw you out. I despise you. I guess my new year starts here. Never too late. If you find my upset, depressed, and whatever in the future, I`m sure it`s not because of you. Though you`re hard to forget, because of God knows why, I`m moving on.

P.S.: Maawa ka sa future kids niyo, if ever. K.