I'm not scared, I don't have the right to be.
I hate how easy it is for me to trust someone. I hate how i can easily move on and get back on track in a fast breeze. sometimes, I even feel like I'm being unfair. Not only to those people involved, but to myself as well. Maybe that's because I'm afraid. Of feeling alone. Feeling sorry. Feeling miserable.I never thought I could be capable of being this cruel. I wish I had the strength to say it or to even do something about it. I need a savior and I think I found one. Myself. After everything I've been going through, It will always get back to me. And so tonight, I've decided to sleep in the dark. Aside from the fact that my lamp's broken, I think my perspective is too. I've been hiding from the darkness ever since and I think I need to face it sometime soon. I have to remember that I can't just grab a light when mine dies. It could work that way, but it's not gonna work out for good. Wish me luck. xx{ 0 comments }